Received 15.01.2008 -

Hello Demetria

Here is more on Saturday's session to go with the first impressions I sent you yesterday.

Here is a more detailed account of my thoughts on our second session. I still find it hard to believe that a woman as beautiful as you should want to satisfy my inner appetites for any amount of payment in tribute! I am left unable to express myself clearly when confronted by your physical presence. Then I still find it enormously stimulating that you are physically capable of fulfilling fantasies I was not even aware I had. Indeed if I was still active vanilla style I would never have discovered this world of amazing sensation.

As you mentioned in our phone conversation this is not sex. I have never been unfaithful in thought or deed to my wife and I do not consider I have been now. Of course she may think otherwise and this is something I am going to have to deal with as I have never had any secrets from her before. Indeed Mary was the only person before you I ever told of my previous experience with a violent woman. She thought my physical response was sick and perverted and at the time I unknowingly agreed with her. Of course subsequent events have changed my mind !

I tried to be a more active participant in this session and would like to do so even more next time as you still had no difficulty in putting me down even though I made a genuine effort to resist. As for the wrestling once again I would like to try harder but I fear your knowledge and experience would still outclass my efforts. You clearly could have broken my arms if you had desired and that left me in great trepidation. When you put my arm in a painful lock causing me to cry out in pain and then just let go with your hands and held my arm casually in place with your knee I was overwhelmed with humiliation by the way you were so effortlessly manipulating my body.

The way you gradually opened up the assault on different parts of my anatomy was an irresistible display of your expertise. Your knowledge of the human body's vulnerable points and the accuracy with which you struck them with your hands, feet and cane was a frightening and agonizing experience. Being forced to my feet and taken back down again underlined how helpless I was to defend myself from you. By this stage however it was as much as I could do to stand up and obviously I was yours to do whatever you wanted to, an absolutely intoxicating sensation.

Feeling your lovely legs as they gradually reduced me to helpless submission was a sensation I will never be able to forget nor would I ever want to. Feeling your knee across my throat as you choked me was amazing. As you stood on me with your beautiful feet and then cut of my breath with them I would have been happy to die right there and then. Then you used your graceful hands to knock me around as easily as you did with your legs sending even deeper feelings of humiliation through me.

When you threw away your cane and announced you would break me without any tools just using your own arms and legs I was paralysed with fear and humiliation. At that point my perception of time changed and everything seemed to happen in slow motion in great detail and intensity. Your taunts as I tried to protect my balls from your devastating feet as you just kicked my kidneys and walked around me kicking elbows, shins and ankles left me near hysterical as there was no escape from your relentless punishment.

When I finally went over the edge into tears I was in the depths of despair as you kept on hurting me after I pleaded with you to stop. I thought I had died and gone to paradise when you kicked my balls again before finally releasing me, it was complete ecstasy.

The worship of your body afterwards was simply heaven. The level of care you displayed both during the session when I told you of my ankle injury and afterwards as you patiently allowed me to continue worshipping you while I recovered some semblance of normality in order to return to the outside world, even though your friend was waiting upstairs, was faultless. As indeed as was the entire session.

I thought our first session was perfect and it was. Now you have shown me there is even more to experience and I am forever indebted to you for that knowledge. Never mind Aphrodite you are the real Goddess, Demetria.

Now as I sit here I feel the pain in my stomach, kidneys, shins, knees, elbow and ankles where I was struck and revel in the sensation. My throat still hurts where your knee was across it and I wish the pain could last for ever, impossible I know. Your skill in administering your craft without leaving any permanent damage is beyond praise and my ability to describe it is inadequate.

I can only thank you for allowing me to prolong the experience of these sessions by answering my calls and replying to my emails. I am so full of thoughts and feelings that without somebody to express them to I think I would burst with frustration.

Yours completely

Martin

Mistress Dometria replied:
Hello Martin,
I do like your writing. You are good with your words. Expand on what you felt when you worshipped my body. Describe it for me, what you did and how you felt. I think I might post up on my website some of what you write (anonymously of course!).
Domineeringly & Commandingly ...
Mistress Dometria
Xx

Hello Demetria

I am glad you like my writing.

Here are some thoughts on my worship of your delightful body. I find it far easier to write my thoughts to you currently as your presence is so powerful it still leaves me so tongue-tied when I am talking to you in person and I feel like a gauche teenager.

I your own words you have the physical attributes to entice your “prey”. As I have said you are beautiful and you must keep your body in that condition with careful dieting and hard exercise. I salute you. The effect is stunning when combined with your classically beautiful face, those eyes so enticing I could drown in them and a personal aura so magnetic it is supercharged. Myself I find you hypnotically attractive and I hope you will not be offended when I say you have an intense sexual attraction for me, in other words I have an unsupressable desire to fuck you until I pass out with exhaustion. Unfortunately as you said on our first session you didn't think I would be up for that. Probably quite true, if only I was twenty or even ten years younger.

Then the experience of being dominated by you has been more intense and satisfying than any sex I have ever experienced. When a woman, no Goddess, as beautiful as you languorously draws a man into her clutches and stimulates him to the heights of desire before completely dominating him both physically and psychologically it is so completely devastating to the male ego that the humiliation is unbearable.

The way you enticingly let me stroke your body and arms before we started the session and then caressed my chest as you begun your demolition of me was genius. When you gave me time out during the session when I told you of my ankle injury you allowed me to stroke and kiss your shapely legs and graceful arms. It did not seem possible that objects of such beauty could have caused so much pain. your skin was so soft and smooth and as I slid my face up your legs to breath in deeply drinking their wonderful perfume I could feel the power of your body as I felt the muscles in your thighs and kissed the very instruments of my suffering. When I ran my face up your arms and neck to your face I felt such a feeling of inferiority gazing into your eyes as you looked into my innermost feelings. Then you stood me up and finished the session with an exquisite climax.

After you released me I was trembling with humiliation trying to suppress my sobs as I kissed and ran my face slowly over your lovely feet in their elegant courts I breathed in deeply to smell and taste them. How could you overpower me so completely wearing heels like that? It was so totally humiliating I could only worship in awe at the feet of such a superior creature. The feeling of inferiority and helplessness before you turned to gratitude that you had condescended to end my suffering and delight as you allowed me to touch and admire the gorgeous body that had been the instrument of my torment. I still couldn't take in that such a desirable and beautiful Goddess as you was allowing me to not just look at but touch and kiss the body that had controlled me so completely. Tears are forming in my eyes again now as I recall the sensation of intense gratefulness I experienced at that point.

The very arms and legs that had beaten me, held me helpless even stopping me from drawing breath were now gently caressing me and bringing me back down to reality. The gratitude I felt towards you was total and unconditional.

Yours Completely

Martin

Received 18.01.2008 -

Dear Mistress Dometria,
 
I wanted to write to say thank you very much for such a great session yesterday evening.
 
Those cards added an interesting and frightening twist. There are some combinations I was in absolute terror of drawing. Such as The Cane, No Safeword and 48 (or any other large number!). I think that would have killed me.
 
I think you know that the Cane does have a special fascination for me. I feel privileged to have experienced it under your control. When it lands it hurts like Bloody Hell. But that is what it is supposed to feel like. But it is so intense it is for me, a total sensory overload. Certainly the fantasy I used to have is a long way from the little bit of the reality you have shown me. BUT, and this is the thing, the way I feel afterwards makes it worthwhile and some. I feel on top of the world!
 
The Hot Waxing was..... Painful. If you were interrogating me for information I would have told you all you wanted to know very quickly! Knowing I had no choice but to take it was a real buzz though. I can't help thinking that this loss of control is a big part of what I crave.
 
As for the Strap on Play, what can I say. This was pure pleasure for me. I really enjoyed being Fucked good and hard by you. I am grateful you did not use the larger one though!
 
Thank you once again for a fantastic session and a great experience. I was really worried and afraid of the consequences at times. Thank you for giving me the strength and encouragement to see it through. For me it was definitely worth it. My sincere hope is that you enjoyed the session as much as I did.
 
Respectfully yours
Roger
xx